Love From the Inside Out

Dear Bigger Body,
​It takes my breath away how you came in to me the very second I needed you.  Through the most painful and alone part of me you filled me with love that somehow softened the pain.  When the world felt too close you wrapped around me like a warm blanket.  Stroking my broken and wounded body and soul.  Loving me.  Making love to me.  Always there.  Always reminding me that love is always worth the risk.  You loved me silently without expecting or needing love in return.  Even when I expressed hate and shame at your presence you loved me.   And you loved me well.  Always around me.  Always protecting.  Forever weighting.   While I slept and hid you held me.  You outrageously loved me.  And then when I woke to my own beauty you rejoiced.  And now as I’m fully moving into the deep fullness of the pain and profound pleasure I feel you slowly releasing with that same love.  Every day another arm releases with the love that has always been there. Every day I feel my body releasing more.  I love how you continue to outrageously love me in the pleasure and joy.  And I especially love how you are loving me the in the joy and ecstasy of release.  Thank you, dear Fat,  for understanding as I surrender to the wisdom of the Elimination Code within me.  Now as I release that which blocks the flow of my life force, that which no longer serves me living my life with ease and grace.
Roars of Love,
​Jennifer